through the looking glass

So what is it that pisses me off about certain people?

To tell you the truth what isn't it!!!

I mean the whole world seems to suffer from a bad case of low self-esteem including me.

So inevitably my whole sense of self will be projected onto you.

And I'm not talking about a smirk or roll of my eyes! I'm talking about the places down deep that are stirred and awakened when reading Elie Weisel's Night.

I know unlike me you do have a sense of compassion and love for others.

But have you ever heard of the Rift Valley and man's inability to evolve past our darkest demons.

So hate me for all the little things that I hate about you. Its nothing personal.

hey dick

To let you in on a little secret, there has been a time or two when I have shown a fair bit of love, compassion, and kindness. (Big warm fuzzy thumbs up)

But there's always that one motherfucker who's ass I want to kick, that shows me my emoting might be a tad conditional......

Haha! Did I say that out loud?

I mean really what's a nice jewish boy telling everybody to fuck off. I mean I can hear my mother now. "what is this herb, (pronounced hoib in my household) what are the neighbors going to think with you and all this hate talk."

I mean she's right.

I would like to be able to say that I could show love, kindness and compassion to you my fellow sentient beings.

But that would mean I would have to love myself as well, and since I don't....

You and my mom are shit out of luck.

a lil ditty

Don't tell my mom but the truth is I don't really care for you to much. I know that may sound shocking since I seem like a nice guy but the truth is I don't really care to much for myself and hence don't have the juice to like you as well.